Sibling Love

A sibling lost
I thought what if
Now
Killed by accident
A natural death
Murdered
A brother a sister gone
A tragedy
If I never said goodbye
It happened once
But youth shielded me only somewhat
What about now
When
God has given us years together
And with time
Comes pain
Let me be the first to go
For I love you all
And you will all have a chance to love me