Why I am A Bastard

I let her die without me
Before me
Her beautiful dreams
Are
All in my head now

So Unfulfilled

I am a bastard
I am still here holding the plans

She is with Angels
Working for others
As usual

She is an Angel
A status I will never reach
Can never reach

And
That’s why I am a Bastard

Lost here on earth
Without my best friend

If only I was an Angel
Maybe we would meet again